I'm so excited!!! Our year end party is coming and the theme is "Glam Rock". I'm so into it since that's is actually the kind of clothes that I by lately. The look that the guy has on the picture will be my style for that day! Gawd! I wish Topshop/Topman is already open before that. So anybody here who's from Cebu? Please shoot me a message if you have any info about Topshop's/Topman's opening in Ayala.
reading: remarks of previous agent
feeling: excited Posted by pinkpill at 11:51 AM on November 7, 2007 ...stalk me...
still hanging....
I just don't understand myself. I've already firgure it out that he cannot commit. Not that he doesn't want to but he is just not ready for it. He just finished a very immature relationship with a big fat LEACH. I pity him for not having guidance in commiting, but hey...it's not my fault because I still don't know him that time. I just don't understand myself why I'm still sticking around. Well yesterday I'm really sure that I'm just being a good friend. But I can't figure out what is the real reason that I'm staying. I know myself better thatn this, I know that I will not stay just because I want to be a good friend.
When he thanked me last night, he mentioned that he's really grateful having me around and that he is sorry if he cannot return the favor. I felt really bad and cheap. I'm not sticking just because I want him to realize that he made a big mistake letting me go (Eventhough that's actually my original plan). I know that I'm still not evil because I didn't actually pushed through with it. But why am I still sticking? I really have to figure it out tonight or else I'll make myself believe that it's because I want him to return the favor...I'm so hoping that it'll not end up that way.
listening to: typing
feeling: numb Posted by pinkpill at 12:47 PM on November 6, 2007 2 blah! blah!
i want!!!!
geeshhh...I've been so busy with work. A lot of new hires and it's kinda hard to be a model employee. Anyhow, I just hate the way my gay life is doing. I've been talking to a very nice guy but it turned out that he's really not the nice guy that I'm actually expecting. Well may be it's partly my bad. I assumed that he's not a player. Too much for happy endings. Well this entry is really not about "him"! I recieved a newsletter from sneakerfreaker (very cool site for sneaker lovers) and I saw this really nice pair!!!
It's so hot right?! The bad side is that they didn't indicated where I you can actually get it! please IM me if you know where to get it!!! It comes in different hues as well!
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I'm so excited by the way, because tomorrow's my flight going back to Manila. I'm so psyched to see my friends and my family!!!
listening to: That's what you get
feeling: hyper Posted by pinkpill at 09:15 PM on October 11, 2007 ...stalk me...
i don't feel like it
i'm so not in a mood for any drama...stab me
feeling: crushed Posted by pinkpill at 10:41 AM on September 24, 2007 ...stalk me...
so down...
On a Sunday go once around.
Because when the rides done, the hopes that you have carried,
they fall out from your hands back to the ground.
Live with that, live that.
Learn as the drugs leave.
Learn as you lose it.
You will.
The haze clears from your eyes on a Sunday.
- A Sunday, Jimmy Eat World
feeling: lonely Posted by pinkpill at 06:14 AM on September 15, 2007 ...stalk me...